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i'm considering bringing back my paid account just for the simple fact that i want more user picture options. haha. but then that would mean actually having to update it.
so. news? none, really .. so an update about what's going on here in good ol arizona:
am SERIOUSLY hating living with my sister. she's so immature, and that's saying a lot for ME, a hypocrite, disgusting, annoying .. shall i go on? it seriously takes all i've got in me to not punch her in the neck for being such an obnoxious jerk. things are going well at work though, i love it there. everyone is SO nice and it's a bit of an ego boost too haha. not to toot my own horn or anything, but it never hurts to hear a compliment or 4 a day. ;) i'm actually starting a second job on the 23rd. sales. JOY. i applied at this place when i first moved out here and they've been calling me ever since .. i figure work there a while and save monies until i can do what i REALLY want to do. i'd be making almost 2 grand a month, if not more. so, eh. i can do a lot of things i need to get done with that kind of moolah. let's see .. attempted to make some friends, which didn't really work as i didn't really put much of an effort into it. i seriously half assed it. shrug. i don't really need/want friends out here anyway as i don't need a reason to have any ties whatsoever to this state. same goes for dudes too. many failed attempts, but i'm just not interested. sorries.
well, actually. that's kind of a half lie. i AM interested in someone, just no one on this coast. i know, typical me, right? ugh. whatevz. funny story, as i met him RIGHT before i moved to AZ. he toured/played a show with my friend kevin and i just happened upon said show and kinda started crushing on him right then and there. ok, i know, i KNOW. band guy. east coast. that ALONE was grounds enough to terminate the whole thing, but he's soooo YES and very little no, so i'm ok with riding this one out, haha.
ok. so before i get all mushy, which is a no-no, let's talk about MUSIC. i started guitar lessons again, but the dude turned out to be SUPER creep, so i don't think i'll be going back to him any time soon. maybe 3rd times the charm? haha. i just won't wait so many years in between. speaking of lessons, i'm considering doing ballet again. it'd beat going to a gym or a yoga den, so who knows?? i'd be SUPER down for that.
alright, i think this is enough of an update for now. some things to look forward to in the coming month(s):
finishing my pan tattoo VEGAS for brandons birthday in jan. new(er?) car a mini vaycay?
PS. WHEN THE FUCK DID MIKE NADER (hahahaha, i can NEVER say his name without thinking of you fairlyhappy) LEAVE MELEE?? ANYONE? ANYONE? BUELLER?
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[Friday
November 6th 12:26pm] |
I have been in a secret relationship for a week now and last night over our shared burrito he suggested that we elope. I went out with the girls for a bottle of wine and a couple hundred cigarettes in spite of my bronchitis, came back home and had that great intimate sex for two hours. Before going to bed, he suggested having a baby.
I laughed and told him that was the stupidest thing I'd ever heard him say.
After falling asleep I had a trilogy of shitty dreams.
I don't know.
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[Tuesday
November 3rd 6:00pm] |
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I felt like I was taking in the ocean and the sky and your character with every breath. I felt like that was all there was to be taken in, anywhere, ever.
The tops of the buildings faded into the sky around 5 o'clock. And so did you.
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[Tuesday
November 3rd 10:50am] |
Things that shouldn't matter just do sometimes and you fucking know it.
He fucked two other girls. And given that the age of consent in California is 18, to his impressive resume of sexual deviations he can now add statutory rape.
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[Sunday
November 1st 11:05am] |
He was passionate and soft and did everything you would've done when you loved me.
I couldn't sleep. I kept picturing your face behind me in the dark. I thought it was your arms around me. Your nose buried in my hair. Drawing me in.
It was too cold to have a smoke and try to relax.
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| ATTN: MAC FRIENDS |
[Sunday
November 1st 1:37am] |
[this is a makeup post, so if you're not into makeup or you just don't want to hear about it, skip it!]
MAC FRIENDS!
i need your help. do any of you have a [lightly used or unused] black greasepaint stick that you're looking to get rid of? if not, do any of the counters/stores around you have any left? i'd REALLLLY like to get one before they're gone for good, but i haven't been able to find one. i posted an ISO yesterday on mac_c and no one replied [but someone sold one in a sale today! i hate when that happens], so i'm hoping maybe one of you can help me.
i'm also looking for samples of basic red, pure white, and primary yellow chromalines, depending on price.
if i can get all or most items from the same seller that would be ideal, but it's not necessary. i can pay as soon as invoiced! cc or non-cc paypal, shipped to california.
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| VdB 152: Reflection Nebula in Cepheus |
[Sunday
November 1st 4:25am] |
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[Saturday
October 31st 12:03pm] |
for the past week: Couch-surfing as a respectable alternative to bed-surfing. Being in the homes and lives of other men. Jumping into questionable situations without a second thought.
And doing it with gusto.
I don't know whether I should be trying to progress or cut loose. Doing both wouldn't make any sense.
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